Πrate's Log

Apparently I'm a homocidal stripper.

2008-12-22T07:27:00.001-05:00

You Scored as Murder

You would most likely kill someone, so watch out mr.anger management.

Public Nudity

67%

Murder

67%

Being Drunk in Public

58%

Theft

50%

Fraud

I'm afraid of 4 out of 72 common fears.

2008-10-08T19:45:00.005-04:00

Right, on with it...

***

If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling
If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.
If you get 10-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, you’re fearless.
People who don’t have any are liars.

I Fear…

[ ] the dark (When I'm walking a dark road I am a man who walks alone...(Bonus points if you get the reference))
[ ] staying single forever (Eh, I've hope yet. Besides, I've been in love before. Even that brief time would be worth never having it again. (though I do want it))
[X] being a parent (Yeah, I can see myself screwing that up, but I want it anyway. >_< )
[ ] giving birth (I don't have to do the hard bit, so no. Besides, it must work out fine most times, else we'd've died off long ago.)
[ ] being myself in front of others (Am I ever not myself in some way?)
[ ] open spaces (Love em.)
[ ] closed spaces (Love em more.)
[ ] heights (Used to be, kept climbing till I got over it)
[ ] dogs (I've given significant thought to how I'd fight one off if ever attacked, and I have a healthy respect for the damage one could do, but I'm not phobic or anything. I like dogs, especially pit bulls and retrievers)
[ ] birds (No, not even in Hitchcock's hands. I'd die fighting, take hundreds of the flappy bastards with me.)
[ ] fish (No, but I am scared of hooks, so I prefer other methods of catching them, but apparently spear fishing is illegal off the reservation.)
[ ] spiders (How many of you have seen me pick up a tarantula? Spiders are totally cool with me.)
[ ] flowers or other plants (Only triffids.)

Total so far: 1

[ ] being touched (Eh, no, I'm pretty physically expressive myself, so...)
[ ] fire (Fascinated, not frightened. I'm convinced I'll die in a fire, but it doesn't bother me. It would hurt though.)
[ ] deep water (Deep water's fun, and I'm good swimmer. Plus, there's gotta be land somewhere, so even if you drown, you can die trying)
[ ] snakes (Mmm, tasty)
[ ] silk (This is common? Seriously?)
[ ] the ocean (Love the shore, and see what I said about deep water?)
[ ] failure (If at first you don't succeed...)
[ ] success (I think I could live with that.)
[ ] thunder/lightning (Aside from mild concern for my computer? Nah.)
[ ] frogs/toads (Amphibians are nifty. See what I said about spiders? )
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad (No more than I am of any other person who wants to kill me.)
[ ] boyfriends/girlfriends mom (*shrug* Dad's the one with the shotgun.)
[X] rats (Um....not as long as I don't have to touch them or anything...well, it'd be okay if I had gloves on....bitey little plaguey things....guess that's a yes. )
[ ] jumping from high places (I'd probably take jumping to my death over other ways of dying any day.)
[ ] snow (But it's so pretty! o-o)

Total so far: 2

[ ] rain (Rain is just about the coolest thing ever. )
[ ] wind (It's annoying when it knocks the power out...)
[ ] crossing hanging bridges (Even if it breaks you could probably grab something...Like I said earlier, I got over my fear of heights.)
[ ] death (It would be inconvenient.)
[ ] heaven (Seriously? What the hell is wrong with people?)
[ ] being robbed (It's inconvenient. If I walked in on one, I'd mostly be pissed off. Robber better be scared of me. What's he gonna do, shoot me? I can do a lot worse than that. > )
[ ] falling (The fall won't hurt you, it's the sudden stop you have to worry about. Deceleration trauma. <3 )
[ ] clowns (Clowns anger me.)
[ ] dolls (I'M BAAAAAAAAAACK )
[ ] large crowds of people (The trick is to be aggressive. Push first.)
[ ] men (Only if they're trying to raep me. )
[ ] women (See above.)
[ ] having great responsibilities (I'm not the one who should be afraid of that...)
[ ] doctors, including dentists (Okay, you know how they swear an oath? Like, to not hurt people?)
[ ] tornadoes (I can goes to Oz nao plz?)

Total so far: still 2

[ ] hurricanes (No more than any other inclement weather. It only scares me if I'm out on the water and can't beat it to shore.)
[ ] incurable diseases (Life is an incurable disease. It's 100% lethal, too.)
[ ] sharks (Tasty. Just don't bleed on them. Or near them.)
[ ] Friday the 13th (Statistically no more unlucky than any other day.)
[ ] ghosts (They have no power over you that you don't give them.)
[ ] poverty (The less you have, the less you have to lose.)
[ ] Halloween (We've got the date wrong anyway. The dead come out on the fall equinox, but remember what I said about ghosts?)
[X] school (Been there, done that, have about fifty T-shirts. (okay, just twelve, and I still wear some of them. Wearing one now! North Park, yo! Still, I suppose that it could be argued that fear has kept me from giving it another shot, so...)
[ ] trains (So amazingly much safer than cars.)
[ ] odd numbers (Umm....numbers?)
[ ] even numbers (NUMBERS?)
[ ] being alone (Dude. People suck.)
[ ] becoming blind (It would make me sad, I suppose. But there'd still be plenty to live for. And thank God for audio books.)
[ ] becoming deaf (I probably will eventually. :\ Gotta get my music now.)
[ ] growing up (Been there, done that, wasn't as bad as I thought it would be.)

Total so far: 3

[ ] creepy noises in the night (Night noises aren't creepy to me. I'm kinda used to them.)
[X] bee stings (Not bees, no. But I HATE wasps. (and I can tell the difference))
[ ] not accomplishing my dreams/goals (If that bothered me, I'd've worked a LOT harder.)
[ ] needles (As long as they're sterile.)
[ ] blood (squirt squirt)
[ ] dinosaurs (They're kinda dead...)
[ ] the welcome mat (This is common? I worry about people sometimes...)
[ ] high speed (It's the danger that makes it fun.)
[ ] throwing up (If I puke, I don't have to go to work. If I'm at work, I can go home. Really it's a pretty win situation, as long as it's not my day off. >_<
[ ] falling in love (Remember what I said about rain? This is why I said 'just about'
[ ] super secrets (Huh?)

Final Total: 4
Huh. Guess my fears are too obscure for this quiz. Hooks, lobsters, and zombies.

... if you wish to post this in your journal, it's been requested that you title it I'm afraid of _ out of 72 common fears...

Sometimes, I feel sorry for cats.

2008-09-18T12:04:00.001-04:00

Like, when I see them coughing up hairballs.
There was more, but then I over thought it and the whole thing collapsed.

A Brace of Waterfowl

2008-06-23T12:31:00.002-04:00

I have come to the conclusion that existence is a paradox.
The only thing which makes sense is nothing.
Nothing makes sense.
Including that statement.
There is no explanation.
There is no spoon.
...
>_<

Justin Timberlake: LOL WUT?

2008-06-16T23:42:00.002-04:00

Even if he did somehow turn out to be a pretty good actor, no one will ever take him seriously because he sings like a girl.
No offense intended, girls.

Oh yeah....

2008-06-15T23:25:00.002-04:00

My computer works again.
I bought a new (and improved) power supply7 for $100 and installed it myself with a screwdriver.
Huh.
So, I get everything plugged back in, boot up and rejoin the internet.
One of my first priorities was to check my financial status.
So I log into online banking, and confirm that I am, indeed, quite poor.
And then I look at my credit card.
$140 outstanding balance.
...
Apparently two checks were cashed that I couldn't quite afford and overdraft protection (which I am thankful for) charged the balance to my credit card.
Now this really isn't all that big of a deal, since I should have no problem paying it off.
Except that I just spent $100 on a new power supply.... >_<
*sigh*
Well, at least I have enough food to last for a while.

ELEVENTYONE!!111

2008-05-22T09:39:00.002-04:00

Error: cannot divide by zero.
Oh shi- *sound of fuse blowing*
*powers down*
I've only had that computer for a month...
Cockroaches may have been involved.
They are now dead, but may have voided my warranty.
*sigh*
Back to the library for me till I can get this fixed. >_<
Fucking roaches. *squishes*

Touching is gooooooooood!

2008-05-07T13:37:00.002-04:00

Let me say first: the boomerang in Phantom Hourglass? Teh awesomez.
So, yeah, after much deliberation (read: wandering from store to store until I found myself in Walmart's electronics department) I decided not to get a Wii, but to instead get a DS, LoZ the Phantom Hourglass, and several pieces of peripheral hardware for my PC (Speakers (w/ sub woofer), Joystick, wireless mouse and keyboard, etc...)
So...no Wii, no Okami (yet, at least I can get this one for PS2), no Metroid Prime III (next year, I hope), and no smash brothers.
But, I've got all but one of the transformers toys I currently want.
Aaaaand...my computer rocks. :D
Okay.
Next time Raptur's here, there's a SNES rom I've been wanting to do 2-player.
It will bring back memories. (top view air combat game)
And be awesome.
And I now have two controllers for my PC, so no more sticking someone on the keyboard. :D

That's all, taa.

Still hard to let go...

2008-05-02T22:14:00.002-04:00

I look at pictures of my ex-girlfriend and think "Oh yeah, her eyes really were that blue..."

Over two years and I'm still in love with her.
And I don't even know if it's right or wrong to feel this way.

Holy Crap...

2008-05-01T10:46:00.004-04:00

The Killers' new album.... (which I finally got, (released last fall))
They cover Dire Straights' "Romeo and Juliet"
For those of you who don't know how awesome that is, let me tell you, it's pretty freakin awesome. :D
They also have a remix of Mr. Brightside (from Hot Fuss, the first album) and an alternate version of Sam's Town (From Sam's Town, the second album).
They also have all three of the bonus tracks from the limited edition release of Hot Fuss (Glamorous Indie Rock and Roll, The Ballad of Micheal Valentine, and Under the Gun) which leaves us with eleven new songs on a seventeen track CD.
Conclusion: Worth Every Penny. Especially if you're already a Killers fan. It's different, they're definitely maturing as a band, but I like it, so.... :d

Does anyone even read this thing any more?

Mwaha.

2008-04-29T17:00:00.002-04:00

Changed my blog title.
In case you can't tell, that's a capital letter π.

Update

2008-04-27T21:26:00.001-04:00

My iPod is mysteriously missing from it's docking bay...I suspect foul play.
We shall see what further investigation brings...

Call it a "Domestic Disturbance"....

2008-04-25T00:18:00.002-04:00

My iPod got in a fight with my Computer (Henceforth known as Shadowcat...the old one was Supergirl)....
Anyway...the situation has yet to be resolved, but I'm already late for work.

I HAS THE INTARWEBS!

2008-04-19T15:51:00.001-04:00

Courtesy of Time Warner
See you kids on AIM. :P

Drivin' with the windows down.

2008-04-17T13:04:00.010-04:00

And other thoughts of spring.
Did I mentinon that I have 3 gigs of Ram?
That's about three less than I want, but still more than I need....maybe. >.>
I like my graphics card but I want a better one....NVIDIA? WTF, wurs mah ATI?
So um... yeah.
Internet arrives saturday.
Also the crack dreams I mentioned last post....Shattered anew when I found out that I owed the city of Dayon $112 D:
For this I get to wait three weeks before they fix all the potholes on my street after a big snowstorm? Great. >_<

...Oh yeah! I was gonna post a meme! here it is:

Three Things You Want To Do Before You Die:
1.) Fight a horde of rampaging velociraptors (or raptor like aliens) bullets and a sword for when I run out, and my pet velociraptor spark that I raised from a baby, then die gloriously in defense of the colony, only to be whisked up to heaven where I discover, to my inevitable dismay, that Jesus and the Pope, really were velociraptors all along. D:(obviously, this is the last thing I want to do before I die, and preferably when I'm old) Although I'd be satisfied with a video game where that happens. XP
2.) Go to Spain
3.) Get laid....ha! ...No really, I'd like to find a nice girl and marry her....and then get laid and make lots of little Jensies and Jensettes. :P

Three Names You Go By:
1.) Jens - my given name, on my birth certificate.
2.) Yensil - Used by several of my friends, and the internet.
3.) Jensy - My mom calls me that, and my grandmother sometimes. ...If anyone else tries they will die a violent and painful death...involving velociraptors.

Three Screen Names You Have Had (Other Than This One):
1.) Yensil314, after a while I chopped off the numbers, but that one's still floating around a few sites.
2.) The cat one - if you know it, you know which one I mean, if you don't, too bad, it's a secret. :P
3.) Stupor Man - Faster than a plodding turtle, etc...

Three Physical Things You Like About Yourself:
1.) The shape of my jaw
2.) My hair
3.) My general height and build...minus the gut. >.>

Three Parts Of Your Heritage:
1.) Danish: WE ARE VIKINGS! HUARGH!
2.) French: Wine and art snob. :P
3.) Some small bit of Scottish somewhere (Campbell) Start up the bagpipes and you might just see me in a kilt. :d

Three Things That Scare You:
1.) Zombies. Fortunately the move very slowly and do not have sharp adges.
2.) Velociraptors....They do not move slowly and do have sharp edges. O-o
3.) Zombie Velociraptors...that's some serious shit. O_O

Three Of Your Everyday Essentials:
1.) Ritalin....Cures ADD and no sleep!
2.) Anywhere between two and six cigarettes on a work day, 0-3 on a day off.
3.) Intarweb access! I currently can't get this on sundays. :( But that ends this week! :D

Three Things You Are Wearing Right Now:
1.) Red shirt with black sillhouette picture of a hawaiian dancer guy that my mom bought me in...Hawaii
2.) Faded, slightly worn jeans, with badly worn cuffs at the back where they've dragged on the ground.
3.) All black Chucks.

Three Of Your Favorite Bands/Musical Artists:
1.) JTB (Jets to Brazil) Definitely my top favorite
2.) Alkaline Trio
3.) Iron Maiden and Blind Guardian...there's a lot more, but those are my top three.

Three Of Your Favorite Songs:
1.) Rocket Boy by JTB
2.) The Bard's Song by Blind Guardian
3.) Sweet Child of Mine by Gun's and Roses

Three Things You Want In A Relationship:
1.) Low pressure/Low maintenance. I'm jealous of my time and have little money.
2.) Similar literary interests/internet interests...same books, same webcomics, same forums, etc... Or at least some of the same.
3.) A girl who could kick my butt at Smash Brothers and Soul Calibur would be awesome.
A girl who could kick Greth's butt at SB and SC would be eve awesomer (cuz I can't T_T)

Two Truths And A Lie (in no particular order):
1.) The door on the left leads to freedom
2.) The door on the right leads to freedom
3.) Both doors lead to violent and painful death at the cruel claws and fangs of a pack of hungry velociraptors.
Which door will you choose? Dun dun dun...

Three Physical Things About The Preferred Sex That Appeal To You:
1.) Cute face....Probably the only thing I'm picky about.
2.) Not too skinny, not too fat...actually that's a pretty wide range in my case, I'm not particularly picky.
3.) Between one and five inches shorter than me, though I don't really care, it's the mind that matters.

Three Of Your Favorite Hobbies:
1.) KOMPYOOTAR MASHEEN...Intarwebs and RTS games. :D
2.) Reading. Fiction and Sci-Fi mostly, Romance on audio.
3.) Outdoorsy things, though I don't do that much these days. :\

Three Things You Want To Do Really Badly Right Now:
1.) Eat foodstuffs. I am hungered.
2.) Play Maple Story...but alas I'm still waiting on the intarbuttz. :d
3.) Do deadly battle with a Velociraptor...and win. :D

Three Careers You're Considering/You've Considered:
1.) High School biolgy teacher
2.) Nurse
3.) Apologetics professor
...Of course I never even considered the one I'm in. >_<

Three Places You Want To Go On Vacation:
1.) Spain
2.) Japan
3.) The Moon

Three Kid's Names You Like:
...You mean like for my childrens? O-o
Hokay:
1.) Karen for my first girl...
2.) ...
3.) ...I have other ideas I'm sure, but I can't think of them right now. O-o

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Girl:
1.) I like chick flicks... I even go to see them by myself some times. ^^;
2.) ...I've gone blank again, someone else give me some ideas. >_<
3.)

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Boy:
1.) My room is a mess. XP
2.) I enjoy women....XP I am a heterosexual male after all.
3.) I like hunting, fishing, and especially, "roughing it". But I don't get out much these days.

Three People That I Would Like To See Take This Quiz Now:
...Actually I have four:
1.) Tommu
2.) Elf Girl
3.) Mouse person...
4.) Raptur

THE END YAY.

Speedway coffee has never let me down.

2008-04-12T17:05:00.002-04:00

And it's cheaper than Starbucks.
So....I HAS A KOMPYOOTAR MASHEEN!
Uh...it's shiny and fast and new....
But I don't have internet access or security yet...so I'm still blogging from the library. XP
But even without the intarwebz, this still means that my FIRST AND FAVORITE GAMING PLATFORM IS BACK IN ACTION!
Of course... no online play...and I'm horribly out of date on games, but....eh, whatever.
Also: Any crack dreams I may have been nursing about having enough left over from my tax return to get a Wii or maybe just a DS, even assuming I didn't get any games right at first, were quite shattered when I got the tri-core processor instead of a dual core, upgraded to 19" monitor...and oh yeah...SALES TAX! >_<
Ironic that more than $50 of my tax return/econimic stimulus payment went straight back to good old Uncle Sam. >_<
And I still haven't gotten internet security software...figure another $100-$150...plus the fact that my scanner sucks worse than a hole in a spaceship and won't be getting replaced any time soon....I hate computers. >_<
No really, I'm very excited to have one that doesn't suck for the first time in ages, and I plan to take good care of it.....by which I mean push it to it's limits until it explodes and takes me with it....keep an eye on the papers for headlines like "MAN KILLED BY EXPLODING COMPUTER" or "BATTERED PC TAKES REVENGE IN TRAGIC DOUBLE SUICIDE"....
New sentence format today...ENTER THE ELIPSIS!
Which is a really cool word...okay bye.

I need to stop reading romance novels.

2008-04-01T09:37:00.004-04:00

I'm almost starting to believe in happy endings.
So, I believe in fate.
But I also believe that due to our severly limited perception of space, and especially time, it is impossible for us mortals to know our fate before it happens, thereby creating the illusion, and for all reasonable intents and purposes (from our perspective) the reality, of free will.
...
Okay I was going to rant about how fate may or may not affect daily decisions and such, but I got bored and realized that all my arguments were pretty much pointless and circular and led to the conclusion that if one believes that the existence of fate makes action futile, the he/she was fated to be a n apathetic slob anyway, and if one decides to act anyway, then once again they were fated to do so.
Also: Perhaps fate is a wrong word, and free choice really does exist, only we have already made all of our choices, and fail to see that because our perspective is limited. Perhaps some omnipotent being who can see all that happens in all the time it takes for it to happen in, much in the way that we might see all of a two dimensional image of a certain size if given enough time to study it fully (therein revealing the flaw in using a spacial metaphor for a temporal phenomenon), can see and know what decisions we will make when we ourselves do not.
It's kind of difficult to describe that accurately with a limited perspective and vocabulary based on our own perception of time, so I'll have to trust in your imaginations and capability for abstract thought to figure it out.
Also I need to learn to make my run on sentences more readable.
This "Top1, top2 (top3 end3) end2, end1." or even worse: "Top1, top2 (top3 end3) middle2, top4 end4, end2; top5 (top6 end6) middle5, (top7 (top8, top9 end9; top10 end ten) middle8 (top11 end11) end8) end7) end5 (top12 end12), end1." (to cite an extreme case) has got to stop.
Even my example sentence was bad, it went: "top1 "Top2-end2" or "top3-end3" (top4 end4) end1.
Rignt then.
I can't help it.
I guess it just goes to show how my thought patterns work - circles within circles within circles connected to other circles. If some one were to draw my thoght patterns out it would probably look like the chainmail armor from hell....with horrid complicate spiderwebs connecting random distant links to each other.
Anyone capable of accurately representing such a thing on paper would have to be mad...or terribly terribly sane.....with a piece of paper that says they are.

Soooo....I digress.
Back to fate:
I bring this up because I have concluded that it is unwise to assume you know your fate, especially in connection to emotional matters, as you may well be dissapointed.
Same goes for hope, which is the same thing really.
...
Some people try to protect themselves from harm by not hoping, calling it being pragmatic, others manage to hope hard enough that even when they are dissapointed and manage to find solace in the next thing they hope for.
Buddhism teaches moderation in all things.
This post started cynical and now preaches moderation.
I may move on to endorsing wishful thinking by the end, but I doubt it.

Anyway

It's pointless to allow belief in fate to influence ones decisions since no matter what you do, you were going to do it anyway (or had alread chosen to, in the cosmic scheme of things).
Besides, you don't know, and speculation is always a poor basis for choice.

...I forgot anything else I was going to say, except for this:
I saw two robins on the way to the library today.
No doubt I would likely have seen one sooner had I not been driving the library for the past couple of weeks (cutting back on cigerettes (I always seem to smoke one each way when I walk) so I won't feel guilty about enjoying the pipe my brother gave me for my birthday) but regardless, it is now officially spring for me.
There's another one of those sentences...
Oh well.
Yay robins.
Yay spring.
And everyone is fated to comment: "TL;DR"
Oh well, I'm not gonna read it either. >_<

I'm cheering about spring...there's your endorsement of hope. o_o*

Aaaaaand it's April first...I should have said: "Hi, I died in a car accident about two hours ago, you'll hear about it soon, the afterlife is boring and really sucks."
Oh well.

"If there ain't no mud on the tires, it ain't a Jeep"

2008-03-22T09:29:00.004-04:00

Just a very sexy SUV that wastes fossil fuels for no reason.
It's spring! It's rainy! Get out and get dirty! (Jeep optional, bare feet are an excellent substitute) Throw mud at someone you love! Run away very quickly!
Oh yeah, happy Easter.
Celebrate the return of life to the earth with commercialized versions of pagan fertility rituals.
Also known as throwing a hard boiled egg at your little brother when mom's not looking.
>.>
<.<
I never did that.
I swear.
Maybe once....
^^;
*sigh*
I miss my childhood. >_<

A little worse for wear after St Patrick's Day.

2008-03-18T09:06:00.002-04:00

Last night, I thought of no less than six phrases which would've made for great blog titles.
Now I can't remember any of them.
Today I threw out a toaster oven that was given to my parents as a wedding present.
It was about thirty years old, and it finally stopped working. This, in addition to a little too much fun last night, has me keenly aware of my own mortality.
So, this weekend has been filled with procrastination. Today, on the last day of my vacation, it must end.
Things that need to be done must be done, and et cetera. Also, add my laundry to that list. >_O

It's funny what you end up missing...

2008-03-13T13:28:00.002-04:00

Well, as I've lately been working longer shifts, and getting an extra day off in exchange, as well as the fact that I should be getting transfered to a department that works first shift (read: daytime), as well as various other small factors, I seem to be sleeping more and more at night, and being up during the day. (at least on my days off)
Now that I've got that horrible Dickensian length sentence out of my system, let me get to the point.
I realized earlier that I miss waking up just after dark (or in the summer, a bit before it) on my nights off, and spending the whole night in my apartment doing nothing much. Listening to audio books while playing vido games, long pointless games of Heroscape (with me playing as both (or however many) sides), taking the time to actually cook a decent meal, and then eating it while I watched a movie, or tv show on dvd or anime, or just putting some music on and lying on my couch to read a book...all things which I still do on my days off, of course, but the key difference is that waking up at four or five or six in the morning, when it's still dark and doing these things into the day and during the day just isn't the same as doing it all night in the strange half light achieved by a large window that lets the night in and only one small light fixture on the far side of the room, and a lamp you bought to help it out a little to stave that night off. Seeing the sun come up and thinking, not "Oh, the day is starting", but rather "Oh I should eat something and then start winding down to sleep in a few hours..."
Oh I like the day well enough, and I'm probably healthier for having more exposure to the sun... But somehow, hanging out with just myself and my toys (no social distractions, like the internet, or being on a busy college campus with people still wandering in and out even at four am) never got old, and I sometimes wonder why I don't do it anymore.

I Has A Pokemanz. :[]

2008-03-07T11:04:00.000-05:00

Yensil's PokéPet

Infierno the level 43 Typhlosion!

The most advanced piece of machinery you'll ever pee on...

2008-03-03T19:08:00.002-05:00

Sorry, but I'm far too hungry to blog. >_<

I've gotten tired of this moment, I think I'll try the next one.

2008-02-25T13:00:00.003-05:00

Name: Yensil! AKA: Jens Piepgrass.
Gender: Let me check....Hmmm, still male, by the conventional definition.
Eye color: Hazel
Hair Color: Dirty Blond
Birthday: 3.14
Age: 22 in 17 days.
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous: Righty
Do you live in the moment?: The moment is all that I can be sure exists.
Do you consider yourself tolerent to others?: I haven't destroyed them all yet, have I?
Do you have any secrets?: WHAT DO YOU KNOW!?
Do you have any bad habits?: Ummm...yeah. >_<
Do you think life has been good so far?: Life has been....lifey.
What do you REALLY think of the person who took this before you? He writes amusing comics?
Do you...?
Smoke: About a pack a week. Considering cutting back.
Do drugs: See above. Also: Caffeine.
Drink: I've been sober for more than a week. It may not last. >_<
Go to church: Went back...it looks promising.
Take walks in the rain: Whenever there's rain to walk in.
Talk to people even if you hate them: I work in retail. It's in the job description.
Want to get married: I need someone to save me. Also: Yes.
Want to go to college: I'd like to go back, but I'm not sure that I'd be any more successful the second time around than I was the first... Also: I don't know what I want to do with my life anymore.
Want to have children: Yes. Someday. When I'm ready.
Have you ever...?
Been in love? Yes.
Gone skinny dipping? Almost! But no.
Had surgery? Excluding dental work, no.
Pulled an all nighter? ...I WORK THIRD SHIFT! >_< Also, there have been several instances where I have stayed concious for up to 48 hours at a time.
Gone one day without food? Yes. Fasting is an accepted method of attempting to achieve spiritual enlightenment.
Slept all day? I WORK THIRD SHIFT! >_< The longest I've ever slept at one time was 16 hours.
Been rejected by a crush? Not so much rejected, as smoothly outmanuevered.
Cried in public? Maybe once or twice...
Cried over a movie? Bridge to Terabithia made me a bit teary...
Otherwise no. I have cried over a few books....Most noteably The Outcast of Redwall.
Pranked called someone? Prank calling is stupid.
Passed out? From drinking...probably, but it would've been bed time anyway.
This or That
Pepsi or Coke: RC COLA!
McDonalds or Burger King: Wendy's <- the last person to take this quiz said that too.
Chocolate or Vanilla: Strawberry.
Burgers or Hot dogs: O_O HOW CAN I DECIDE!? D: Any meat is fine.
Sun or Moon: The daystar hurts my eyes.
Hot or Cold: Cold. You can always put layers on, but there's a limit to how many you can remove.

Hmm....that quiz was a bit more revealing than I'd intended. O-o
What's even stranger is that I'm posting it anyway.

It's the little things that make me love you...

2008-02-21T19:03:00.002-05:00

I found my camera.
For those of you who may not know, it's been missing since January 2007.
I have cleaned my room quite thoroughly several times since then in an effort to find it.
Today, while cleaning for entirely different reasons, it finally turned up.
O-o
Hooray! :D

A few little things.

2008-02-19T09:55:00.002-05:00

I guess that last post wasn't the best one to dissappear after for two or three weeks. I'd actually forgotten about it though, until someone finally commented on it. :d

I walked outside this morning and thought, "Oh hey, it snowed."

I don't really understand the plot of My-HiME, which means I'm basically reduced to watching it for the fanservice, and in hopes that the plot becomes more clear in volume two. O_o
Also, I started watching it, so I have to finish it. >_<
Damn OCD. D:

I think I've finally found a church I like.
As in: may actually go back to, and on a regular basis.
We'll see.

Today is the last day of your life up till now.

2008-01-29T10:01:00.000-05:00

Oh happy dagger this is thy sheath.
There rust and let me die.

And wouldn't you know, it's raining.

If a tree falls in a forest and no one is around to see it except a blind man, is he in danger of being crushed?

2008-01-22T15:41:00.000-05:00

Gaaaah work is a drag.
Also I am losing my sanity in that place.
I'm usually so tired after work that I don't bother to even stop at the library on my way home. And even if I do, blogging is near the bottom of my list of things to do online and is often neglected. >_<
Yesterday I spent the last two hours or so at work repeating the following shakespeare quote over and over and over. >_<

"Tomorrow, and tomorrow, and tomorrow, creeps in this petty pace from day to day.
To the last syllable of recorded time, and all our yesterdays have ligthed fools
the way to dusty death. Out, out brief candle! Life's but a poor player
that struts and frets his hour upon the stage and then is hear no more.
It is a tale told by an idiot, full of sound and fury, signifying nothing."

It seemed appropriate...nevertheless, I'm pretty sure I"m losing it.
Especially when my recitations broke down into spontaneous compisitions (in iambic pentameter) about the conditions of the shelves. >_<

So close to halfling... :(

2008-01-11T11:13:00.000-05:00

I'm third level, neener neener. :P
Also: gaack! Both classes are wis based and it's my worst stat! >_<

I Am A: Neutral Good Human Ranger/Cleric (2nd/1st Level)

Ability Scores:

Strength-14

Dexterity-13

Constitution-15

Intelligence-17

Wisdom-12

Charisma-14

Alignment:
Neutral Good A neutral good character does the best that a good person can do. He is devoted to helping others. He works with kings and magistrates but does not feel beholden to them. Neutral good is the best alignment you can be because it means doing what is good without bias for or against order. However, neutral good can be a dangerous alignment because because it advances mediocrity by limiting the actions of the truly capable.

Race:
Humans are the most adaptable of the common races. Short generations and a penchant for migration and conquest have made them physically diverse as well. Humans are often unorthodox in their dress, sporting unusual hairstyles, fanciful clothes, tattoos, and the like.

Primary Class:
Rangers are skilled stalkers and hunters who make their home in the woods. Their martial skill is nearly the equal of the fighter, but they lack the latter's dedication to the craft of fighting. Instead, the ranger focuses his skills and training on a specific enemy a type of creature he bears a vengeful grudge against and hunts above all others. Rangers often accept the role of protector, aiding those who live in or travel through the woods. His skills allow him to move quietly and stick to the shadows, especially in natural settings, and he also has special knowledge of certain types of creatures. Finally, an experienced ranger has such a tie to nature that he can actually draw on natural power to cast divine spells, much as a druid does, and like a druid he is often accompanied by animal companions. A ranger's Wisdom score should be high, as this determines the maximum spell level that he can cast.

Secondary Class:
Clerics act as intermediaries between the earthly and the divine (or infernal) worlds. A good cleric helps those in need, while an evil cleric seeks to spread his patron's vision of evil across the world. All clerics can heal wounds and bring people back from the brink of death, and powerful clerics can even raise the dead. Likewise, all clerics have authority over undead creatures, and they can turn away or even destroy these creatures. Clerics are trained in the use of simple weapons, and can use all forms of armor and shields without penalty, since armor does not interfere with the casting of divine spells. In addition to his normal complement of spells, every cleric chooses to focus on two of his deity's domains. These domains grants the cleric special powers, and give him access to spells that he might otherwise never learn. A cleric's Wisdom score should be high, since this determines the maximum spell level that he can cast.

Find out What Kind of Dungeons and Dragons Character Would You Be?, courtesy of Easydamus (e-mail)

Detailed Results:

Alignment:
Lawful Good ----- XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX (17)
Neutral Good ---- XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX (21)
Chaotic Good ---- XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX (17)
Lawful Neutral -- XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX (16)
True Neutral ---- XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX (20)
Chaotic Neutral - XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX (16)
Lawful Evil ----- XXXXXXXXX (9)
Neutral Evil ---- XXXXXXXXXXXXX (13)
Chaotic Evil ---- XXXXXXXXX (9)

Law & Chaos:
Law ----- XXXXXXX (7)
Neutral - XXXXXXXXXXX (11)
Chaos --- XXXXXXX (7)

Good & Evil:
Good ---- XXXXXXXXXX (10)
Neutral - XXXXXXXXX (9)
Evil ---- XX (2)

Race:
Human ---- XXXXXXXXXXXXX (13)
Dwarf ---- XXXX (4)
Elf ------ XXXXXXXX (8)
Gnome ---- XXXXXXXXXXXX (12)
Halfling - XXXXXXXXXXXX (12)
Half-Elf - XXXXXXXXXXX (11)
Half-Orc - XX (2)

Class:
Barbarian - (-6)
Bard ------ (0)
Cleric ---- XXXXXX (6)
Druid ----- (0)
Fighter --- (-8)
Monk ------ (-19)
Paladin --- (-21)
Ranger ---- XXXXXX (6)
Rogue ----- XX (2)
Sorcerer -- (-2)
Wizard ---- (0)

POP QUIZ!

2008-01-07T14:54:00.000-05:00

1. In The Amber Spyglass (third in the "His Dark Materials" trilogy, which begins with The Golden Compass, recently made into a movie), Will and Lyra's daemons finally settle into permanent forms. What are those forms?

Umm...kind of a lame quiz because I don't have any other questions at the moment.
Not that anyone answers them anyway.
Especially when I've been neglecting my blog for a while.

Anyway, something I noticed while playing LoZ Twighlight Princess while wandering around at night in search of poes.
Orion, the constellation....And other real constellations in a fairly accurate portrayal of the night sky from, I assume Japan.

Anyway, will try to post more.
And to keep up with other people's blogs.

Trains. In Space. Take That Physics!

2007-12-11T10:08:00.000-05:00

Wow. I've been neglecting this thing. ^^;
Anyway, I've been watching The Galaxy Railways lately, and, it's actually pretty good, as long as you don't care about physics.
Um...I wasw going to say other stuff, but I forget what.

Quizzes!

2007-11-07T19:55:00.000-05:00

You Are Emerald Green

Deep and mysterious, it often seems like no one truly gets you.
Inside, you are very emotional and moody - though you don't let it show.
People usually have a strong reaction to you... profound love or deep hate.
But you can even get those who hate you to come around. There's something naturally harmonious about you.

What Color Green Are You?

Your Blogging Type is Confident and Insightful

You've got a ton of brain power, and you leverage it into brilliant blog.
Both creative and logical, you come up with amazing ideas and insights.
A total perfectionist, you find yourself revising and rewriting posts a lot of the time.
You blog for yourself - and you don't care how popular (or unpopular) your blog is!

What's Your Blogging Personality?

First Frost

2007-11-03T09:55:00.001-04:00

Start scrapin' those windshields.

Put-put-putting around the world in a little chocolate tugboat.

2007-10-27T16:58:00.000-04:00

I really don't have time to be online right now, as I have considerable cleaning to do and still need to get some groceries. >_O
But small things like that couldn't stop me from stopping by the library to "check on a few things"....about thirty-eight minutes ago. >_<
I'm so responsible. >.>
So yeah...gotta go.

In time, it all fades away....

2007-10-23T10:35:00.000-04:00

Except for that pesky stain on the carpet from when you dropped that jar of grape jelly. >_<

I smoked a bent cigarette this morning. It made my day feel like an episode of Cowboy Bebop.

Ouch. >-<

2007-10-18T09:15:00.000-04:00

A little before 4:00 am on wednesday morning, my foot got caught under a cart I was pulling, causing me to fall and sprain it rather badly. The good news is, Meijer is paying for the doctor visit. The bad news is that after spending several hours in urgent care, and then returning to meijer to drop off my workman's comp. paperwork and doctor's note (yay for not having to do any hard work for a while), I didn't get home till after noon. -_-
The good news is that Transformers finally came out on DVD, so I was able to pick up a special edition two disc set before I (finally) went home.

So, I was on crutches last night, but now I can manage to get around pretty well with just one crutch, so hopefully by the next time I work (friday night) I'll be able to walk unassisted, if with a limp.
I have to go back to the doctor friday morning, so we'll see.

Water from the sky.

2007-10-16T09:26:00.000-04:00

I love rain, whether it's a warm summer downpour, temporarily cooling off a hot day, or scattered spring showers, bring new life to dormant plants, or even an angry winter storm. But nothing compares to a good, long, autumn drizzle. The grayish hue of the sky and the dim light seem to bring the reds and golds of the trees to life like liquid fire that the rain cannot quench. The feel of it against my skin, the sound of it hitting my hat, my jacket, the windows of my car or house...
Somehow, it just makes me feel at home.

Look outside, it's that time of year again.

2007-10-10T09:32:00.000-04:00

Fifty degree weather, overcast, and yes, the leaves are starting to fall.
I don't know why I like this time of year so much, but somehow it just clicks for me.
All I know for sure is that days like today are why October is my favorite month.
It's been a long hot summer, and some difficult things have happened, though I've had my share of fun as well. The rest of the time it was just boring and uncomfortable, but now that the weather's starting to cool down, I feel like everything fits into place again.
I wonder how long this feeling will last...

It's Raining! Yaaaaaaaay!

2007-09-27T09:17:00.000-04:00

Second Rule of Climbing: Friction is a fickle thing.

2007-09-18T09:27:00.000-04:00

When I'm at work, I have all sorts of ideas of things to blog about.
By the time I get to the library, I've either forgotten them, or I'm just to tired to do it. u_u
I haven't gotten home on time since I got transferred, and, while the money is nice, my life is suffering. >_<

First Rule of Climbing: Gravity is NOT your friend!

2007-09-12T10:04:00.000-04:00

First day at my new job and I get two hours of overtime.
My feelings are somewhere between "Yay money!" and "Ick, I didn't get home till almost ten. D:

And now, a random image by Lauren:

Hopefully I'll have my own interwebs soon. (Like, October)

"Warning: this comic occasionally contains strong language (which may be unsuitable for children), unusual humor (which may be unsuitable for adults),

2007-09-11T10:13:00.000-04:00

and advanced mathematics (which may be unsuitable for liberal-arts majors)."

Hooray for xkcd.
Boo for limited title length.

In other news, I got my transfer, also I'm now working in grocery, also a ten cent raise.
I'm back to being part time, but I'll still get close to forty hours a week.
It just means that my hours can get cut more easily than if I were full time.
Still, not 28x2 miles per day is a good thing.

Today is a perfect day.

2007-09-01T09:43:00.000-04:00

65 degrees outside, not cloud in the sky, and I can see the moon in daylight.
For all that I love rain, as sunny days go, it's a good one.

Go out and have some fun.

Ergh....

2007-08-28T09:38:00.000-04:00

I've done so much worldbuilding and now I can't think of a plot. T_T

Context for title link: http://www.geekblather.com/20070127.html

ESC KEY

2007-08-27T09:12:00.000-04:00

Whoo hoo personalized plates.
That one was on a yellow Corvette, top down, successful looking 50ish buisness type at the wheel.

Anyway, I need to get some more work done on that story...
If I get any sort of cohesive plot together, I'll try and post the first installment this week.

Did I mentiond it before?
I'm attempting to write a serial novel. Those of you who've BESMed with me will probably recognize the main character and the setting...
Anyway, I'm gonna try and finish part one tonight. Look for it wednesday, it'll be in it's own blog.
Wish me luck and inspiration!

Incidentally, the rain was beautiful.

2007-08-23T09:15:00.000-04:00

Monday was very nice...and wet. :D

So, I've been told I should be getting transfered within "a couple of weeks."
Assuming of course, that niether of my replacements decide to up and quit. >_O
Keep you fingers crossed, guys. >_<

Existential elephants effect exciting events everyday.

2007-08-15T10:07:00.000-04:00

You know how sometimes, everything goes just the way you imagined and hoped it would, but....It's not the right person.
Maybe you'll find her someday. >_<

Today's needlessly emo post was brought to you by: The letter E.

Car as a melee weapon.

2007-08-11T09:24:00.000-04:00

I have a nice new dent on the side of my car.
Apparently, some idiots got into a fight out in the parking lot and my car was used as a hard surface against which heads were bashed.
*sigh* Such is life in the "less bad" part of town.
Seriously people, grow up?

Geez, that was a long layover, and even I can only read for so long...

2007-08-09T10:28:00.000-04:00

Alternate title: The DS just bumped the Wii and a new computer for top spot on my console priority list.

Yeah... I miss having a gameboy.

In other news: I'm home! Yay!
I have to work tonight! Not so yay!
Yay!
>_<
I had a great vacation, now wish me luck on my transfer.

Coming home!

2007-08-08T11:39:00.000-04:00

Yeah, I'm in a coffee shop in Mexico.
And I fly home this afternoon, but I won't get there until 7:00am tomorrow morning.
So, wish me a safe flight and I'll blog you soon. :d

The future is now...and now....and now....darn, I just can't keep up.

2007-08-08T00:00:00.000-04:00

Additional links:
http://www.xkcd.com/203/

http://www.xkcd.com/231/

http://www.xkcd.com/167/

And on that note: check the date on this post...I won't be back till tomorrow, but I'm probably on a plane right now.

Neon Striped Fences.

2007-08-02T13:47:00.000-04:00

I jest not.
So here I am at Purdue, and it occurs to me that two of the highest points of my summer are going to have been visits to college campuses.
So....why the hell am I not in college?
I think it's time I started working on that....^^;
Anyway, two days to Mexico!

In the event that anybody actually does read this thing....

2007-07-30T09:15:00.000-04:00

I will be leaving the state on wednesday, and the country on saturday. I may or may not have internet access/time to ge ton between those two events.
After I leave the country I almost definitely won't.
If things go according to plan I'll be back on Thursday the 9th, though who knows if I'll have time or energy to do anything before friday.
So, till then, see ya, and wish me a happy vacation. :D

I really like this song....It's sad. T-T

2007-07-27T09:36:00.000-04:00

Viktor was born in the spring of '44
And never saw his father anymore
A child of sacrifice, a child of war
Another son who never had a father after Leningrad

Went off to school and learned to serve the state
Followed the rules and drank his vodka straight
The only way to live was drown the hate
A Russian life was very sad
And such was life in Leningrad

I was born in '49
A cold war kid in McCarthy time
Stop 'em at the 38th Parallel
Blast those yellow reds to hell
And cold war kids were hard to kill
Under their desk in an air raid drill
Haven't they heard we won the war
What do they keep on fighting for?

Viktor was sent to some Red Army town
Served out his time, became a circus clown
The greatest happiness he'd ever found
Was making Russian children glad
And children lived in Leningrad

But children lived in Levittown
And hid in the shelters underground
Until the Soviets turned their ships around
And tore the Cuban missiles down
And in that bright October sun
We knew our childhood days were done
And I watched my friends go off to war
What do they keep on fighting for?

And so my child and I came to this place
To meet him eye to eye and face to face
He made my daughter laugh, then we embraced
We never knew what friends we had
Until we came to Leningrad

Leningrad-Billy Joel

So anyway, I've gotta get some lines down on paper before I lose them...
Everything's busy now.
And hectic.
And budgets are tight, but not breaking.
We'll see where I am after my (too short, too full) vacation.
Hey, hey, I got lots of Zelda cards.
I hope I can afford more soon. >_<
I MUST HAVE THEM ALL!
And I could win a Wii!
But there's only ten available...
But there's 125 chances for the nifty Zelda: TP T-shirt! :D
Also: CARDS! *explodes in a fit of unseemly fanboyism*

Nobody reads my blog anymore! T_T

2007-07-26T12:24:00.000-04:00

Not that it matters much.
Incidentally: title link, yay!

Oh, and If you die in Canada, you die in real life!

Update at 1:24 pm
Hmm...this line has been floating around my head since some time last night...
"And I'll feel better in October;
So call me when September's over..."
It has music attached but no context.
I need context.
I very much want to write this song/poem just for the sake of this line. >_<

O_O!

2007-07-25T09:20:00.000-04:00

Zelda Twilight Princess collectible trading cards!
I have a new reason to be permenantly broke!
Yay! >_<

Click the title link to see for your self.

The Middletown Meijer will be sold out shortly.... >.> <.<

"The internet is made of paper and awesome"

2007-07-24T09:32:00.000-04:00

Word.

Thank God it had a happy ending.

2007-07-23T09:46:00.000-04:00

It's a bout time something went the way I wanted it to.

Cafe Diem.

2007-07-19T09:42:00.000-04:00

"I'm nuerotic because I don't sleep; I don't sleep because I'm neurotic. It's an exausting dilemma, but hey, at least I've got some extra free time."

Love, Music, Wine, and Revolution.

2007-07-18T09:41:00.000-04:00

Huh. That trip was a bit more expensive than I'd expected it to be.
But definitely worth it.
Budget's gonna be tight for a while. >_O
But I'm sure I'll manage.
Man, but I really need that transfer. >_<

Didn't like the questions, but I liked the answer...

2007-07-03T12:12:00.001-04:00

But it's still statistically irrevlevant.

What color is your soul painted?

Yellow

Your soul is painted the color yellow, which embodies the characteristics of joy, happiness, optimism, idealism, gold, hope, liberalism, sociability, friendship, death, courage, intellect, confidence, communication, travel, movement, attraction, persuasion, and charm. Yellow is the color of the element Air, and symbolizes the sun, grain, and the power of thought.

Click Here to Take This Quiz

Quizzes and Personality Tests

Why does no one seem to realize that air is the moody bipolar element?
No, it's all butterflies and sunshine, never mind the thunderstorms and cloudly days.

"Okay, I'm going to throw this cockroach off the roof and I want you to stand down there and tell me if you can hear it land."

2007-06-21T09:30:00.000-04:00

Public Service Announcement:

2007-06-06T09:58:00.000-04:00

You can't post something grammatically incorrect about a dead child and expect the internet to not make fun of it.
Don't be an hero; pay attention in school.

This message brought to you by the Ad Council.

In other news: Transformers opens in less than a month. Who wants to go see it with me on opening night? (or some other night, if that doesn't work out)
7.4.07, mark your calendars.

2007-05-30T09:26:00.001-04:00

I have a new phone.
It's the same number.
And my old one was returned, so I can get phone numbers off it. >_O

Pop Quiz:

2007-05-29T09:48:00.000-04:00

Here's two trivia questions which have randomly occurred to me:

Used in both hospitals and EVA suits, what is a WCU and what does it do?
What is the etymology of the word "bible?"

Answers when I feel like posting them! :[]
Not that I've any doubt that my clever readers (fans, groupies, people who feel sorry for me (probably the latter....), or whatever) will have any difficulty uncovering the answers.
But you only get points if you don't use the internet to so. :P

Iron Man Vs. Doctor Doom:

2007-05-26T14:35:00.000-04:00

In the words of Anonymous: "Because one is an evil Tyrannical despot in metal armour, and the other is Dr. Doom"

Wait....where's my phone?

2007-05-25T09:36:00.000-04:00

My cell phone got stolen.
I lent it to a guy at the bar, got distracted talking to someone else, and next thing I know he's gone, and so's my phone. D:
With, of course, nearly all of my contact information.
>_<
This is like, the fourth time this year I've gotten screwed while trying to help strangers.
Each time I get more wary, but...apparently not enough.
Whatever happened to altruism being a good thing?
I hate this neighborhood sometimes.
And sometimes, I love it. *shrug*
I may have found a DnD group.
Maybe.
Probably won't work out on account of my general reclusiveness.
*sigh*

Check out our eb site!

2007-05-24T14:21:00.000-04:00

Don't remember which store had that sign, but they lost their w.
Anyway.
Circuit city was out of what I wanted.
Best Buy had the same computer for significantly more...
*sigh*
Guess I'll have to wait.
Dissapointment Coping Mechanism #1: Go spend money somewhere else!
I went to see Shreck 3.
It wasn't bad.

"If you stranded Wolverine on an island with no food, he'd starve to death, but only after caloric energy lost to entropy made it impossible for him to regenerate his limbs after eating them"
This is what I get for complaining about Wolverine on /co/

Upgrade.

2007-05-24T10:23:00.000-04:00

Got my federal tax return check.
I'm buying a new computer.
Maybe next year's return'll get me a Wii... >_<
Meh
I'm sure my financial situation will improve before that.
I hope.
I still don't know what level of subsidation I can expect from my parents if (when) I go back to school.
When will that be?
I really want to, but I don't think I want to just go part time and keep working full time as I'd originally planned, and my father suggested, even if it's just for the first semester or two.
I'd kind of like to jump right back in where I left off, only take it slower. My most successful semesters in the past were the ones where I took only 12 credit hours (not including band) instead of 16 (not including band)
I will be doing band again...I hope.
And archery club, assuming I end up at UD like I intend to.
I hear Wright state has a fencing team/club, but...
Well, rather be doing something I already know I'm good (competent) at, even if I'm not competitive (I might even have a chance to play soccer again...although intramurals are a level of commitment I won't want, busy as I'll be) than something I've never tried, interested though I may have been.
So band and archery.
And writing lesson plans...
And lab reports.
I think I'll get my education and G.E. requirements out of the way first, and then get my bio stuff done.
I think I will hold out for a B.S. in biology even though most edu/subject area double majors get B.A.s in both.
But when (if) I decide to keep working on my degree after I'm in the field, I'll want to pursue my masters (PhD? wouldn't that be something) in biology.
Probably with a primary focus in zoology; as interesting as genetics are, soo was and is my greatest love since I first picked up that illustrated book on animals when I was a child.
It had a red squirrel on the cover.
Yeah.
I'm gonna go buy my computer.
Here's to hoping I can afford internet some day.

Wow...I didn't mean to write that much.
I just started and...stream of conciousness.
See? I haven't even stopped yet.
How'm I gonna install iTunes on my new computer without internet?
Not to mention other programs.
Jeez.
This internet thing is such a pain.
Ugh.
Still.
New computer.
Happy thoughts.
Gotta go.
Bai. :D

Hare today, Goon tomorrow.

2007-05-21T10:13:00.000-04:00

Unfortunately, I didn't make it to church yesterday, so last week's happy event of being the first time in almost three (two and ahalf?) years that I've gone is, as yet, an isolated event. (Though I still intend to make it a habit.) Unfortunately, yesterday I was just too tired. This is, for once not do to a failure on my part, as I skipped my (usually) daily trip to the library in order to go to bed early. However, although I can control when I go to sleep, I can't control when I'll be awakened prematurely by exuberant children who are enojoying the spring weather. Groggy and tired though I may be, I can't suffer myself to curtail their jubilation (should such an act even be achievable) simply for some few more (selfish?) hours of somnolence.
And I really just wrote this for the sake of the last sentence...
Anyway, I'll make sure to go next week.

LINK!

2007-05-17T10:55:00.001-04:00

It took me a full minute to get this, but when I did, I startled several people.
One of the problems of using a library computer, I suppose.

Saturday mornings...

2007-05-12T15:30:00.000-04:00

There are a few things I like about them.
Like, that the freeway is so uncrowded on my morning drive home.
And...NO TALK RADIO!
Just music.
And now that it's spring, that means that I can roll down my windows, turn the radio up till I can hear it over the sounds of the freeway, and the wind generated by going 65 miles per hour with the windows down, and just sit back and let the sound wash over me and watch the sun come up.
Anyone else ever notice how beautiful the sunrise is when you're driving north on I-75?
I see it every day as I work my way home through all the anxious commuters who are just starting their days and I wonder, if any of them ever manages to appreciate it.
The way some of them hurry along, I doubt it.
Don't these people know what kind of an effect speeding has on your gas mileage?
It comes to about 20 cents per gallon for every five mph over you go...
Ah well.
You can tell a man where to look, but you cannot open his eyes.
I'm just glad I've finally gotten around to opening mine.

2007-05-10T13:23:00.000-04:00

Gaaaah!
I started a poem sometime last year, and I want to finish it now that I have ideas again but I can't find the notebook it's written in! D:

Oh, and Tom, you're right, Kevin Costner would make a good Aquaman.

Intellect Vs. Faith

2007-05-09T09:43:00.000-04:00

Hmm.
Just wanna say somethin'.
I've struggle for years trying to reconcile my faith with a rational world.
And then I realized, I don't have to.
That's why it's faith.
It's a liberating revelation.
I like it.
:D

Tomorrow, and tomorrow, and tomorrow,

2007-05-07T12:12:00.000-04:00

Creeps in this petty pace from day to day...
- MacBeth

That's what work feels like anymore, a petty pace.
Just one day after another, the same meaningless chores.
I need to get into another department. >_<
And I'm sure I had lots of other, brilliant things to say, but I can't remember them.

Karaoke

2007-05-05T10:17:00.000-04:00

Yeah, I got drunk and sang "Desperado" in front of a bar full of (mostly) old people.
Like, the average age was probably 40-50.
A few people closer to my age, but I still felt like a kid.
But then, after a double shot of Jack and a couple of beers, I was to drunk to mind.
Then I went home and read comic books till I got bored, watched Groundhog Day, remembered why I shouldn't watch romantic comedies by my self (they remind me how depressingly single I am), by then I was sober so I started some spring cleaning.
And then came to the library, but I should get back to cleaning....

Y'know, I've come to realize something recently.
My faith, both the traditional Protestant Christianity I was raised with and my own more philosphical and liberal and (for some, uncumfortably) non-biblical spin on it, is important to me.
I love humanity, for that I despise the evil inherent in it and in my self.
And I've realized that my love for humanity is a facet of something greater.
I love Jesus.
I may not trust the Bible (especially the parts by Paul, conservatism often looks far to much like bigotry to me. And though I possibly shouldn't bring up the 'gay' issue, I am very much aware that this is the biggest bone of contention between mainstream christianity and my own beliefs. I simply cannot accept that love is wrong.), and I may not trust the church (fellowship is about people, not organizations) I still believe in Jesus and salvation.
But I don't really live like it.

...I've forgotten where I was going with this.

This'll have to do.
I guess it's time I started to turn my life around, and get back on the right track.
But I could use a kick in the ass or two.
And I don't intend to stop being controversial, shocking, or to stop playing devils advocate in religious discussions.
Heh.
And since I've been reading Nietzsche lately, I'll quote him:
"I love him who chastizes his god because he loves his god, because he must perish of the wrath of his god." - from Also Sprach Zarathustra, from the Prologue, Part 4, Kaufman translation.

God Bless America! Fuck Yeah!

2007-04-30T10:08:00.000-04:00

Pardon our American.

Anyway, if they made a Justice League of America movie, and you could pick any actor (from any era) to play any JLA'er (former or present) who would you pick?
So far I've come up with:
Wonder Woman: Demi Moore, I really can't think of anyone better suited to the role.
Batman: Clint Eastwood (assuming he only appears in costume, no Bruce Wayne)
Superman: Christopher Reeve, a Superman on and off the screen.

Okay, I've got the easy ones, now it's your turn:
There's Black Canary, The Flash, Green Lantern (Hal Jordan or Kyle Rainer, the rest were never JLA (I think)), Aquaman, The Martian Manhunter, Green Arrow (I'm thinking Johnny Depp, but blonde) and Plastic Man (Only Jim Carrey could pull that off).

And anyone else I've forgotten.
And yes, I do seem to be on a real comic book spree lately.

Check my dA page for poetic developments.

Change, Change O form of man; And rise the demon Etrigan!

2007-04-27T09:14:00.001-04:00

Etrigan, for those of you who may not know, is a DC Comics character who has appeared in several Batman storylines as well as having his own title (The Demon.)
Wiki HERE.
Despite the fact that his actions tend to be beneficial to humanity in general, his disregard for individual human life has put him at odds with our regular heroes on a few occaisons.
One of my favorite scenes in DC history is when Green Arrow puts the flame spewing Etrigan down with, yes, a fire-extinguisher arrow. This prompts Batman to comment: "I will never, ever mock your trick arrows again."

In other news, something happened today which I have been waiting for ever since I became a cashier.
$19.84 as the total on an order.
I got out my wallet, told the man he'd just won five dollars, and handed him a pair of two dollar bills....or at least, I would've but, I only had one, and anyhow, I'm poor and he probably wouldn't have gotten the joke.

Omnium

2007-04-17T10:08:00.000-04:00

Now consider the rain. Each drop is an idividual entity, plummeting from it's birth in the clouds to it's inevitable death.
So do we also plummet from birth. A single drop represents a life, its awareness, its works, its ideals.
Consider a lake. As a drop of rain falls upon the lake it is no more, and yet it is. All that the drop was made of still exists, but it is no longer an individual, Instead it has become but a part of something greater. On the moment of impact, it becomes indistinguishable from the whole, and thus becomes the whole.
So for us is the moment of death. What most men fear in death is that lack of concious awareness which we name oblivion. We fear to become nothing. Instead we should have hope to become everything.

blog

2007-04-12T10:15:00.000-04:00

1. Where is your cell phone? - Pocket
2. Describe your boyfriend/girlfriend/husband/wife/lover? - missing
3. Your hair? - short
4. Your mother? - loving
5. Your father? - brilliant
6. Your favorite item? -soft
7. Your dream last night? - unrememberd
8. Your favorite drink? - Ski
9. Your dream car? - Jeep
10. The room you are in? - Library
11. Your ex? - over
12. Your fear? - isolation
13. What do you want to be in 10 years? - teaching
14. Who did you hang out with last night? - media/literature
15. What you're not? - unhappy
19. The last thing you did? - thought
20. What are you wearing? - turtleneck
21. Your favorite book? - rabbits
22. The last thing you ate? - chicken
24. Your mood? - grey
25. Your friends? - absent
26. What are you thinking about right now? - words
27. Your car? - old
28. What are you doing at the moment? - typing
29. Your summer? - JTB
30. Your relationship status? - lonely
31. What is on your tv? - stereo
32. When is the last time you laughed? - work
33. Last time you cried? - drunk
34. School? - returning
Copy.
Paste.
Answer.
One.
Word.

Pandora Radio: Too good for Christian Music.

2007-04-11T09:41:00.000-04:00

WTF.
Pandora doesn't have Casting Crowns or Twila Paris?
Indie Music? Sure, they have it.
Mainstream Christian? Yep.
I mean, I can understand missing a few here and there, but Twila Paris?
Honestly.
I'm upset.

Aaaaaand, we found a quiz.

2007-04-09T10:24:00.000-04:00

You should learn Japanese

You should learn Japanese. You are very practical, and enjoy setting goals for yourself. You feel very rewarded when you accomplish something big.

Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

French, Russian, and Japanese are the languages on there which I'd like to learn.
(Seeing as I already speak spanish fairly well)
I wouldn't mind picking up Latin, too...

Dear readers...

2007-04-04T09:26:00.001-04:00

What is a monster?
Do alcoholics make the best philosophers?
Which is inspires greater art, suffering or bliss?

Since I'm too lazy to write a post of my own, perhaps you'd care to answer some questions for me?

New Year's resolution:

2007-03-31T10:02:00.000-04:00

Kick a couple of vices.
Sure, every man should have at least one, but I've got at least five.
So which unhealthy hobbies are gonna go?
Well, I'm trying to eat less junk food, and more veggies.
I'm kicking my caffiene habit and at the same time cutting back on soda consumption.
I know I promised myself I'd quit smoking when and if I was ever in a serious relationship again, but it wouldn't hurt to do it sooner.
Oh, great. That just leaves the two most potentially damaging and hardest to let go of.... One of wich may already be beyond my control.
It's so easy to tell myself I can control it, even when family and personal history tells me that one day it's going to slip beyond my grasp and then we'll all be fucked.
...I really need to find a nice, unendingly patient girl to kick my ass back into line. >_<

And I'd like to play jazz again. It's been too long since I picked up my trombone.

On the nature of being and God:

2007-03-27T09:57:00.000-04:00

"So, when we die, we become a part of God?"
"No, when we live, we are a part of God.
When we die, we become God.
God is everything.
God is nothing."

The illusion of time is created because we cannot see the whole of it.
All that we perceive as a fluid progression of time is, in fact, a single Moment.
In this Moment, the universe is created and destroyed, destroyed and created.
All which occurs, occurs in this Moment.
Because of our mortal boundaries, we cannot perceive this moment as a whole, else it would drive us insane, being infinite.
Therefore we perceive the whole, not all at once, but in small pieces. Such pieces create the illusions of time, space, and possibility.
All things that are in time, are now.
All things that are in space, are here.
All things that are possible, are.

A useful thing to know is which gasoline company has your bank's ATMs.

The hound dictates the speed of the chase, but the direction is left to the hare.

More on the illusion:

2007-03-26T20:33:00.000-04:00

However, since this mortal coil binds me tight to this illusion, I must live as if it were real, and not fight against it.
When death cuts me loose of these bonds, then I shall percieve only one present, one truth.
Freed from the illusion of unending moments, I shall view all of existance in one eternal instant.
This, is heaven.

On the illusion of time:

2007-03-26T10:05:00.000-04:00

The past does not exist.
All that is, is now.
All that the past can claim to be is a set of memories which our minds have convinced us have happened.
The easiest way to understand the past is to understand the future.
The future has not happened.
It exists only as a set of speculations.
Likewise, the past has not happened. It exists only as a set of memories.
It's also true that just as the past will not happen, niether will the future.
Tenses are irrellevant, because time does not exist.
The only thing, is now.

2007-03-26T09:24:00.000-04:00

Ugh, I'm so out of it.
I need people to talk to me.

The Ratio of Diameter to Circumference

2007-03-14T09:25:00.000-04:00

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Take that, Teager.
(100,000 digits)

Duck Days

2007-03-10T12:59:00.000-05:00

Wet and Gray
My favorite kind of day.

I don't see anything like this happening in Europe...

2007-03-05T08:40:00.000-05:00

I read something in the newspaper a couple of days ago that really pissed me off.
I don't remember what newspaper it was but, there was an article about how a lot of colleges are making thier entire campuses non-smoking.
That includes outside in the free air.
FREE air.
The dean of one of these school's was quoted as saying "Smokers will still have rights, just not on our campus."
WOAH!
Let's rewind fifty years and try that again:
"NIGGERS will still have rights, just not on our campus."
Anyone else see the problem here?
Now, some people might accuse me of comparing apples to pygmy winged chartruese hippos.
I do not believe that is the case.
Discrimination on the basis of lifestyle choice is just as wrong as discrimination on the basis of race, sex, or religion (which, by the way, is a lifestyle choice.)
Now I don't deny that the failure of many smokers to be considerate of the breathing rights of nonsmokers has, not wronglfully, led to some loss of freedom.
For example, the recent Ohio law which disallows smoking in public buildings.
A law I voted against, not because I believe the principle was wrong, but because I felt that smoking regulation should be the responsibility of privately, publicly, and government owned buildings and companies as individual enteties who act in thier own interests.
The store at which I now work is no longer legally permitted to have, as they used to, a seperate breakroom, with an automatically closing door, for smoking employees.
The rest of the store was smoke free.
Now, employees who smoke must go outside (much farther away from the timeclock, for most) to do so.
Outside, where if it's raining, freezing cold, or uncomfortably hot and humid, all types of weather which are exceedingly common to Ohio, they'll just have to suck it up, or go sit in thier cars.
So much for social interaction.
Previously, we never had any complaints about our smoking policy.
Anyway, there isn't much any one person can do about this, so all that's left is for me to exhort smokers to please be aware and considerate of the rights and space of those around you when you light up.
And non-smokers, please respect our rights and take them into consideration when you vote. Especially when voting for laws which affect more than just a few types of buisnesses which have been slow to catch up with everyone else.

2007-03-02T15:58:00.000-05:00

*blink blink*
There's a Megatokyo poster in the library....
I kid you not.

Gravity Strikes Again

2007-02-25T20:17:00.000-05:00

Went skiing today.
Had lots of fun.
The iPod is officially worth it.
After I'd finished skiing and taken my boots off, ridden home in the car, and started to unload....my knee gave out and I fell on my ass.
I guess I should be glad it waited that long.

Step out the front door like a ghost into the fog

2007-02-21T09:35:00.000-05:00

Where no one notices the contrast of white on white
And in between the moon and you the angels get a better view
Of the crumbling difference between wrong and right
-Counting Crows: Round Here

I am in an invironment where white ninjas actually live longer...
Snow, (HEAVY) fog, and icy roads. Woohoo.

Anyway, I'm gonna go home now and watch Dark Angel, because it is a good show. An Albasaurus is fine too.

I don't know what station this is, but they're playing Billy Joel.

2007-02-21T08:16:00.000-05:00

Hooray, my car battery is restored to vigor.
But my rear left window fell off.
Fortunately I wasn't moving at the time.
I reattached it with physics (mostly friction) and wishful thinking.
It's working so far...
This has been one hell of a week. >_<

This post should've been put up yesterday....^^;

Drag your feet!

2007-02-18T07:38:00.000-05:00

First, click on the title link and read the page it leads to.
Go ahead, I'll wait.

Back?
Okay, well this may be somewhat old news to some, but for those who are having difficulty in music acquisition, I have a simple four step plan:
Step 1: Find a large LAN to leach off of. College dorms are ideal for this.
Step 2: Download and install iTunes and ourTunes.
Step 3: ???????
Step 4: Profit.

Alrighty, so now that that's settled, I have news.
I just purchased an iPod shuffle for 20$ less the retail price.
Woot.
I go now to play with it.

2007-02-13T11:12:00.000-05:00

I'm still here. I just have nothing to say.
Except....Snow.
Lots of it.

Fish, Pumpkin, and Goat Cheese Soup?

2007-02-09T10:33:00.000-05:00

It refill 8 hearts, uh!
..................

Nurture, Nature, or Nosferatu?

2007-02-07T08:03:00.000-05:00

Informal poll: Which do you think influences a person's personality the most?

The Great Depression...

2007-02-04T20:27:00.001-05:00

Bear with us...

No shadows here...

2007-02-02T11:24:00.001-05:00

Groundhog's day and it's snowing.

I guess that about wraps it up for winter, right?